an email

just to share an email sent to me. ini interview antara seorang wartawan dengan seorang artis yang dulu aktif dalam bidang seni. artis tu dah lama tinggalkan bidang seni.

Soalan:
Adakah kerana saudara bimbangkan keadaan begini sehingga sanggup membawa anak-anak jauh dari Malaysia ?

Jawapan:
Sebab benda inilah saya bawa anak-anak keluar. Bila saya bawa anak-anak keluar, ada kawan-kawan yang tegur saya " Jadi anak kamu ini tidak ada SPM. Macam man nak cari kerja?" Saya jawab balik, "Rezeki itu kerana Allah bukan kerana SPM". Orang ada SPM pun berlambak tak ada kerja. Ada ijazah UM pun tak ada kerja. Ada Master USM pun tak kerja. Kita kena ingat rezeki itu dari Allah.

Sekarang anak-anak saya sudah hafal Juzuk Amma. Saya percaya dalam tiga empat tahun lagi, Insya Allah satu Quran tu dpat habis dihafal. Itu lebih berharga. Kalau dia jadi arkitek atau jurutera tapi Quran pun tak tahu buat apa. Macam saya dulu jadi pengarah filem tapi Quran pun tak tahu, buat apa?

Sebelum ni pernah baca kat satu fotopages. this modern lady kena tegur dengan seorang pakcik sb dia pakai yg hmmmmm... dan dia boleh jawab balik kat pakcik tu "tentang aurat & pakaian, it's her business, suami dia pon tak pernah cakap apa2." i was macam hmmm...

i was so impressed dengan bekas juara akademik Al-Quran. tentang didikan ibu bapanya yang mahukan dia menjadikan Al-Quran sebagai sahabat. dia sekarang berada di tanah arab, utk menyambung pelajarannya. kerana takut lalai, dia jual laptop yang baginya banyak keburukan dan kebaikan. setiap kali lepas Subuh, dia baca surah Yasin. dia kata, ibunya akan marah kalau dia tak baca Al-Quran dalam sehari.

betapa kerdilnya aku, kalau nak dibandingkan dengan hafiz-hafiz kat luar sana. walau apa pon, semoga hidup kita dirahmati-Nya, dunia & akhirat.

aku tak masak malam ni. sebab hari ni ada pasar malam. so, i was thinking to buy ayam percik. wohooooo sedapnya. tapi dia balik lambat la pulak. i was sleeping when he prepared the dinner.

aku tak rasa nak makan sebab dah lewat. jadi, apa yg dia buat adelah suap sampai aku cakap stop. muehehehe. itu la yg dia buat bila tiap2 kali aku tak nak makan. so, i should concern on put on weight lepas kawin sb mmg tiap2 malam makan nasi. hmmmm... sekarang, selera makan ok ok aje. sentiasa ada, Alhamdulillah. lagi banyak makan ada lah. i can eat nasi lemak in the morning, nasi ayam for lunch and nasi berlauk for dinner.

MC hammer

i am on MC hammer. alergic. so, bibir bengkak & gatal-gatal. tak tahan.

so, what i did on the way back to rumah:

1. have my breakfast @ Res*toran Mai*sha, Sec21. eh ye ke? the one that near SALAM
2. settle house & car installment @ Am*bank Sec15.
3. get my card @ May*bank

now, i am at home, high on drug. sungguh la mengantuk.

add after my looooonggg-deep sleep

feels like eating home-made spaghetti bolognese. i need meat, fresh meat. and i also want to update my fotopages and my another personal blog.

oh, i like the 2nd Prime Minister speech on tv advertisement - tali-bertali dan sandar-menyandar. it reminds me the imbuhan perkataan.

bila suami ku tidak bekerja...

i received a lot of sms from him. some of them:

"ada santan tak?"
"kunyit kat mana?"
"kita ada limau nipis lagi tak?"
"daging kat mana?"

he cooks :) sorry, tak masak lebih malam tadi. i know u can cari makan sendiri.

anyway, what i like about him is he can cook. biasanya kalau tak reti buat pape, he helped me out. ini hari, dia masak gulai lemak ayam & daging masak merah. dan juga air tembikai :)

dapur kami kecil. tapi sesuai lah dengan rumah. he bought this house long time ago. at the time he bought this house, he said "kita kawin lepas rumah siap". ye, dia punya pendirian adalah, tidak mahu menyewa. he prepare everything for me. walaupon tidak besar, tapi lengkap. rumah, kereta, barang-barang dalam rumah. i am so grateful and thankful, having him in my life :) huhu saje je nak buat entry utk suami sendiri :)

pemain Arsenal tengah buat air tembikai. dia ada banyak jersi. 5 kot.

daging masak merah. poton daging nipis-nipis. sebenarnya teringin nak try daging masak kicap roza. hehe

ini lah Si Gemuk sekarang. nampak perutnya? membesar dengan jayanya.

hari ni baru perasan, betapa serabutnya laptop ni dengan wayar2. power, network cable, lock & tetikus (hehehe mouse). bila nak kemas2 nak balik, ini la yg takes time. at least few minutes. tak suka betul.

serabut tak? serabut kan?

oh ye, my Singapore friend asked me to purchase Palmer's lotion. so semalam sudah beli kat Guardian. it's cocoa butter. sedapnya bau. i have cocoa butter body cream & body scrub. baunya sedap mcm coklat. for face moisturizer, aku guna yg bau mcm coklat jugak.

haaa lagi satu. sebelum balik kerja semalam, i texted him "nak minum air tembikai". and last night, he made me a very sheeedaaaap air tembikai, blended dengan ais, sugar-free lagi. he is the sifoo in the house bila bab buat air buah. hehe. nanti nak mintak air mangga lak. itu hari try banana milk shake, hmm tidak ku gemari :)

the ikan-ikan doing well. cuma si Hitam tu kena sakit kulit kot. sekarang kena bagi makan sikit2 sebab diorang mcm tak heran bila kita taruk makanan banyak2. bila taruk sikit, haa baru la berebut2 nak makan.

i can't stop eating. cannot stop. adoi.

• nasi lemak for breakfast
• sandwich for breakfast no 2
• nasi goreng kampung for lunch
• kacang goreng 1 peket
• 4 donat

haa... macamana berat tak naik 2kg masa 1st visit lepas +ve

cerita hantu

malam tadi, dia nak tengok movie. dia bagi 2 pilihan, nak tengok cerita hantu atau cerita lawak. utk lebih thrill (konon) aku pilih cerita hantu. thai movie. oho. dah la mengantuk, tak teman tengok kang, panjang lak muncongnye. muehehe. aku berjaya tengok cite hantu tu sampai habis. berbaloi la daripada tergolek atas lantai, lepas tu naik atas kerusi. huhu kurang berani ekceli, lagi2 cerita hantu thai. dia punye sound.. perghhhh. sampai satu scene, he was about to stop and change to cerita lawak.

btw, tajuk dia LHORN (Soul)

few hours before that, kami ke Sentosa. ada bday bday. kali ni pon kek Resepi Rahsia (sila la translate sendiri). something cappucino. hmmm.. memandangkan aku ni bukan coffee lover (coffe & semua rasa yang sama waktu dengannya), aku try sket aje. i prefer kek aising yg beli kat kedai kek. for that brand, i'll go for choc indulgence. hehe.

meeting with the doc

hari ni sepatutnya pergi klinik pagi. nak pergi klinik kat shah alam. tapi sebab dear suami kerja belah pagi, jadi tertunda ke petang. dan, sepatutnya balik pukul 3, dia balik pukul 4 lebih. hmmmm...

oleh kerana sudah lewat, pergi aje klinik dekat rumah. walaupon klinik tu panel, tapi rasa tak best sebab tak dapat pergi yang kat shah alam. muehehe banyak songeh.

kat klinik tu ada plasma tv, tapi tak pasang. rugi kan? about the meeting with the doc, she said i'm already 6 week. pastu siap kirakan due date. hmmmmm.. aku mintak nak buat test lagi sekali. so pergi la toilet. after peeing in the bottle, aku bagi kat nurse utk dia test. huhu. lepas tu doc panggil, dia letak UPT thingy atas meja. a'a ada 2 line.

actually i wonder why she didn't do the scanning to me. from my reading, during 6th week, baby should be about 6mm length. the heart will start to beat. omigod. besarnya kuasa Tuhan. sepatutnya the baby movement can be picked up on untrasound scan, even it is tooo weak.

ok lah. i did the test last monday and it turn to this (2 lines). so this should be the answer for monday's post. the box said it is +ve. however, i need to see the doc. will make it this saturday.

the instruction said 2 lines means +ve

stress.

jangan tanya banyak soalan.

jangan ingat aku tau semua benda.

my monday morning ruined by a 4 hours meeting. i dont even sempat to take my breakfast. it was the longggggest meeting i ever had. but i wonder how other people didnt take a break even to go to washroom. aku kuar pi tandas ada la dalam 2 kali.

btw, i saw 2 new SAGA on the road. 1 merah, 1 putih. but i think, from what i see everyday, i like the dark grey. lupa lak nama dia.

and, it is a yes for us.

lazy saturday

i have a very lazy saturday. while i'm watching hindi movie (Veer Zaara), dear husband took the PS2 and our small tv to the 3rd room. oh, he was wanted to play PS2 but i was watching hindi movie. hmm... itu lah kami, tidak banyak persamaan dari segi minat. but, in a relationship, we have find the similarity, not the other way around. in this case, he has nooo interest in Hindi movie, but i have :)

and it was raining in the evening, so i made him a cup of tea :) and we watched Sinchan. it is one of our self-theraphy. other than that is Spongebob Squarepants & Korean comedy movie. lagi satu adalah main PS2. but i am the one who always give up bila tak dapat jalan keluar.

i like this brand. sedap.

and today, i managed to do all the housework. from laundry to house-cleaning. it took me from am to pm. very exhausted i tell u, even he helped me with floor mopping.

roza,
happy birthday!
semoga bahagia dengan hadiah birthday paling best - Azwan Shahady :)




oh, The Amazing Race Finale last night was soo berdebar2. the ladies dapat #2 tuuuu. cayalah. girl power!

Added @ home after work
i was so sakit belakang while driving home. sungguh lah tak selesa. tapi bila dapat baring atas sofa, fuuuuhhhh... leganya. mungkin sebab 1 hari duduk je kat kerusi. actually, i cannot concentrate on my work since after lunch. btw, hari ni pergi Mydin USJ, sebab rehat dari 12.45pm-2.45pm :) syiok.

oh, kenapa ye tak boleh concentrate? sebab belakang ku ini amatlah lenguh. i dono why. so lenguh macam angkat benda berat. due to that, i cannot concentrate even to do 1 simple data analysis took me 1 hour. aparaaa. so, i left office earlier. awal pon, pukul 6, where most of the staffs already on the road.

another dilemma - tak tau nak masak apa. this week i made tomyam, hati masak pedas, daging goreng halia. i dont have ayam in the fridge. i have daging, hati, kerang, perut. thats all. but i unfreeze ikan. so, what's the menu aaa? aiyooo.

15 min to 8. dear suami belum balik. recover keje semalam kot. he was on MC yesterday, jatuh motor. kesian. 3 bulan sebelum kawin pon dah jatuh sekali. semoga perjalanannya pergi-balik ke tempat kerja dilindungi-NYA. Amin.

yesterday, i was in front of my pc while the news come across the television. so i did some google-ing and found some info. oooo bangunan ni ke? i know the building but didn't know the name. rasa mcm TARA2 ada pergi sana. sebab, lepas pergi Jepun, diorang pergi Korea. omg. the siblings masuk final 3. cayalah!

some other trivia:

1. Sungnyemun was the oldest wood-built structure in Seoul
2. construction began in 1395 and finished 3 years later, 1398
3. it was extensively damaged during Korean War
4. on 10/02/2008, fire started approx 8.50pm and the 2nd storey collapsed

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photos from IStockPhoto and FairFaxDigital.

CNY holiday wrap up

it's monday today & i extend my annual leave for 1 more day. kami sampai KL jam 2pagi tadi. penat yang hamat! history repeated. the traffic was sooooo terrible & menakutkan. 1st jam allll the wayyy from Machang to Kuala Krai, i bet the distance was 40km++. 2nd jam was when entering raub, 11km jam. 3rd jam was when entering bentong. and last but not least was at Karak Hiway. allll the way to Gombak toll. right after keluar bentong, kereta dah bersusun.

well, that's about the journey back to KL. ok now the holiday wrap up.

Day 1 (07-02-08)
we left home @ 5.30am. sampai Pasir Mas masa azan zohor. dan, malamnya, i took my family to fun fair :) ada bumper car, ada merry-go-round. mula2 tak nak main, konon2nya dah kawin lah. last2, aku yg mula2 masuk dlm bumper car. muahahahaha.

Bumper car & merry-go-round

Day 2 (08-07-08)
visit both grandparents. belah mak, dua2 masih ada. belah ayah, tinggal nenek. we managed to get home before sembahyang jumaat. dia pakai baju melayu hitam. and i loike. muehehehe.

old family friend pay us a visit. i know them since i was 4 and we were neighbour for 8 years i think. at 3pm, my dear & i went to beris, to visit his uncle. tapi bila sampai, takde orang. oleh kerana rumah dekat pantai, so we went there, while waiting them to get home.

kat pantai pon ramai orang. lucky we managed to get a parking. actually, this is my 1st time, pegi pantai dengan husband. masa berchenta dulu, tak pernah pegi pon. so, mcm jakun aa sket hehe. kat pantai, ada orang jual aiskrim & satay ikan (orang kelate panggil lo'cing). selagi tak dapat lo'cing, selagi tu tak nak balik. muehehe.

(Atas) Aiskrim itu hanya 50sen. (Bawah) Lo'cing itu hanya 20sen sebatang.

It's not layang-layang tapi panggil layang-layang.

balik pasir mas before midnight sebab ada BBQ :) oho, i loike!

Day 3 (09-02-08)
i was waken up by a door knock at 3.30am. i tot i was dreaming so i didnt open it. 15mins later, my sister sms me, bagitau dia kat ER. i woke him up, kami terus bersiap ke hospital. bila sampai kat ER, i saw my sister. omigod. it was my dad in the ER! and i cant stop my tears. rasa lemah lutut ni. but, i have to be strong. i cant drop a tear in front of my mom. mama kata baba sakit dada. yes, dia ada sakit jantung. according to doc, his body doesnt have enough O2.

at 7am, he was admitted. we stay until 8. and return at 10, lepas breakfast nasi kerabu kat rumah cik (i called my nenek belah mak - cik). her tumis is the best tumis ever!

at 3pm, dear husband & i went to his kampung, ada kenduri. lepas kenduri, pegi rumah pusaka. arwah ayah. masih kukuh. anai2 tu biasa lah kalau rumah kampung. we stay for another BBQ session at beris.

Day 4 (10-02-08)
hari balik KL. baba masih di hospital. so, we decided to bertolak balik lepas pegi hospital. oh, sekali lagi, breakfast kat rumah cik. nasi dagang. omigod sedapnya.

baba nampak ok. dia kata nak balik, bosan dok hospital. dia bukan jenis yang duduk diam. so i think better he stay at hospital for few days, get enough rest.

at 12, kami bertolak balik KL.

(Kiri) Tanah Merah, Kelantan. Bersusun kereta di belakang kami. (Kanan) Kawasan Bukit menuju ke Kuala Lipis pon boleh beratur panjang.

today - work - sucks.

if your superior or the person you have to report to is ok, it might be not so suck in work.

but what if the other way around? have u ever thinking to look for other job? i bet everybody have it in mind, at least once. kalau tak resign pon, sekurang2nya tukar department ke.

work is getting bluweeekk day by day.

fish feeder

we are going back to hometown this cny. before this, he didn't worry about the fish. but when i keep asking "diorang ni camane ye?", then he start thinking the same thing. last time, he did some google-ing about the automatic food feeder for fish. dia kata kat jepun ada. hoho apesal tak beli dulu.

after work today, i went to a kedai ikan aquarium @ USJ 15. OMG. the shop has variety of fish. finally, i found the problem solver - fish feeder. jadi, boleh la tinggal ikan2 tu for few days, tanpa kelaparan.

the stuff is quite cute. we can set how many times we want to feed the fish & at what time we want to. the quantity of food also can be adjusted. banyak ka, sikit ka. boleh adjust.

we have tested it, and it is cool.

pertama kali sambut birthday dengan suami :)

lepas kenduri roza di kesang jaya, kami ke bandar Melaka. wohooo betul2 rasa mcm Amazing Race. kami belum pernah sampai ke Melaka. hmm.. now i know, to get to bandar Melaka, just drive straight, follow the signboard Pusat Bandar.

parking charge is only RM2. wooohooo.. murah. kalau kat tengah2 KL, we have to circle for many times to find one. ok, mula2 kami park kat tepi sungai, dekat dengan kapal besar. kemudian menapak sampai jumpa Mahkota Parade. ramainya orang. banyaknya bas. rasa macam tourist pulak.

i almost give up to find A Famosa, the old city. hujan renyai2. he forced me to walk a little bit more. mintak naik beca warna-warni, dia tak kasi. hampir kecik hati. it is my birthday and i think i deserve to be pampered. muahaha. akhirnya, berkat kesabaran dan sedikit paksaan, jumpa gak A Famosa. sungguh la jakun, kan? dan, dalam hujan yang renyai2 itu, dia sekali lagi tarik aku utk panjat tangga naik bukit. omigod. hey, guess what, we can see sea from top of the hill. at top of the hill, there is a historical church, St Paul Church.

he asked me "macam mana orang masukkan peluru?"

batu nisan, is it? besarnya.

up there is St Paul Church. and the statue is in front of the building.

makin lama makin tembam orang baju belang itu. and he is my dearest ichigo. mmuah!

lepas pusing2, kami bertolak balik KL. but he asked me to go straight to Sunway Pyramid. dia kata nak beli barang. we were so lucky, ada gak parking. i just follow him, without asking. baik tak? muahaha. tetiba dia berenti kat kedai PlayStation. and he asked me to ask how much is the PS2. i asked him why. he said "nak bagi hadiah. so, go and ask the price." omigod. thank you darling. i heart u so much!

p/s: photo taken using my Sony Ericsson Z710i. the D-40 ran out of battery :(

Roza & Wandy,

Congratulations on your sweet-pink wedding!

now u know why i called it a sweet-pink wedding :)