Weekend checklist

here you go, my planned activities

1. kemas bilik
2. watched cd/dvd
3. lipat baju
4. read
5. iron baju kerja
6. basuh baju
7. watch AF 3rd week concert ps: jangan lupa hari Ahad, bukan Sabtu
8. hantar barang rumah ayah cik
9. send ummi & ira to Putra
10. jumpa my chocholate inazuke

so pack lah. btw, while waiting rain to stop - i did this..

Happy Birthday Mama

To the most beautiful and gorgeous woman in my life,

Mama,

Happy Birthday...

Superhero

sekarang ni asyik hujan. malam, subuh dan petang. bagus lah. basah sikit bumi yang kering ni. Alhamdulillah. sebut pasal air, ada cerita di sebalik air.

sabtu lepas, something happened. paip kat dapur patah. and can u imagine how the air keluar dengan laju and i was not able to stop it? and how wet i was? dah la baru nak keluar jalan2 dengan bb. i was so gabra and kelam kabut. cuba tutup paip kat bawah sinki. air tak nak berhenti keluar jugak. cuak sey. at last tutup semua paip utama (dalam toilet, tangga rumah). pressure air dah kurang tapi tetap keluar. aiyo.

i called bb for help. i picked him up. dia bawa semua tools yang boleh digunakan. i bought all the barang2 utk ganti yang patah tu. geee... i was gabra like hell. never been in that situation. at last, he managed to ganti all the benda yang patah. OMG. he's my man. you are really my chocolate, cuppycake.

Updates

some updates for my fav tv programmes

American Idol
it's goodbye for the curly guy - Chris Sligh. erm.. and Sanjaya stays. hummmm. i wonder how American vote. btw, Phil Stacey was good. and Lakisha not so boom last night. maybe dia nyanyi lagu aku taktau. hehe :)

Kidnapped
season finale sudah lepas. rupanya Andy (inside people - FBI lagi tuu) yg jadi mastermind. kenapa - dia kata Leo dapat jantung yang sepatutnya anak dia dapat. sebab tak dapat jantung yang sesuai, anak dia meninggal. ini kira kes nak balas dendam la ni.

Words

sometimes, when love is turn into words and written on paper, it can touch one's heart. like this Rod Stewart's. dan juga, buat kita lebih menghargai seseorang yang istimewa dalam hidup kita. we don't have to be so minah bunga. simple words will do.

Sometimes When We Touch

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Only Love

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

p.s: i am touched, i really do.

bila tidak sibuk

tak berapa suka sebenarnya kalau terlalu free. dan juga tak berapa suka kalau busy sampai tak cukup tangan nak buat keje. kerja bukan tak ada langsung.

what i do when i am not busy today
- update my kekkon blog
- transfer files from handphone to pc
- update my log files

haaaa? that's all?

PS I love you - film

PS I love you will be filmed with Hillary Swank (Million Dollar Baby) as Holly and Gerard Butler (300) as Gerry. Tak sabar lah nak tengok. Filming in 2006. Should be out in 2008. Alahai tahun depan ke, lamanya. I think, I’ve fall in love with Cecelia. looking forward to get her other books.

Sudah baik

sudah berbaik2 dengan inazuke :)

i have to say goodbye to handphone lama and say hello to handphone baru. nampak sama tapi lain sebenarnya. alahai. rindunya yang lama. menyesal pulak trade in. btw, the new one is kz10i. mungkin kena biasakan diri dulu dengan yg baru ni. lama2 ok lah kot.

these two days, i've been in KL. shoping & habiskan duit. teruk betul. mentang2 lah dah tahu camane nak pegi sogo & jalan TAR, tiap2 minggu pegi. ape lah. langit cantik sangat. cuaca pon baik. cuma jalan depan dataran merdeka tutup. ada sambutan 200 tahun polis. silap amik jalan, tetiba aje nampak Parlimen. hehe. ape lah Wafaa.

btw, konsert minggu kedua AF lebih baik dari minggu pertama. they can sing, and dance. tapi apasal diorang tu suka menjawab bila kena kritik. dan kenapa diorang tak salam dengan aznil macam student2 lama.

Krabi, Thailand

Daerah Krabi terletak di selatan Thailand. Lebih kurang 800km dari Bangkok. Masa Amazing Race Asia, ada 1 episod dia shoot kat Krabi. and i was so tertarik. cantiknya scenery kat sana. dulu suka Phuket, sekarang, i think, i want to go to Krabi. alamak, passport tarak lah. yg lama sudah lama mati. oh ye, nama Krabi tu datang dari sejenis buah - kelubi. hehehe. macam kelakar pulak.

p/s: Rozalinda tanya "fafa ko honeymoon kat mana". and my answer is Krabi.

Book

i bought this novel (sila tengok sebelah) at Summit MPH. the cover is so cantik. the content is great. about someone who lost her soulmate. she does not prepare for it and does not want to face it. kalau aku pon, kalau boleh tak nak. terasa separuh dari diri hilang. betul.

i've experienced it once. back 2 or 3 years ago. and it was so hurting. betul. masa mula2 tu, susah sangat nak terima. cubit pipi dengan harapan tak rasa sakit. tapi rupanya sakit, maknanya, itu bukan mimpi. bila bangun dari tido, buka mata, harap semua tu mimpi ngeri yang bermain dalam mimpi. tapi tak rupanya. itulah pengalaman yang amat pahit. hampir kehilangan dan aku hampir mengalah. dan sekali lagi, benarlah kata pepatah, jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan. Alhamdulillah,.

oh ye. semalam terbaca dalam 1 online newspaper. pasal siti nurhaliza. quote "penyanyi yang sekejap langsing sekejap berisi ini..." a'a siti ni cam biskut pon ada. badan dia tuh macam flexible. berat macam boleh diturun-naik sesuka hati aje. tapi dia penah cakap, badan dia cepat naik, jadi dia kenalah jaga. dan juga, sejak kawin, dia makin seksi. iye ke? daripada gambar2 yang ada kat Internet, siti sudah berani berpakaian agak ketat & wow depan public. i think i like her appearance before she get married. sorry ye mak Iti.

Emotion

it's very sad when your partner doesn't understand your feelings and emotions. i have been fighting for my own emotions for days. and now i am tired. tired of everything.

another side story, i'm looking forward to get myself a DSLR. tengah survey2. skang, tengah pening nak pilih which brand to purchase. aiya aiya.

oh, last night's AI performance. my fav Lakisha's not so wow me. tapi, she was very very wow me last two weeks - masa nyanyi lagu Whitney. she was so good.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

ini kesan dari tak berapa busy kat office. adakah saya kelihatan seperti orang cina?

Monday blues

still lenguh2 due to main futsal hari jumaat lepas; yet i'm looking forward to main lagi. it was so happening. best best. last jumaat also dapat maybankard. hehehe

sudah tempah baju semalam. murah aje. ingatkan seratus lebih.

i made this. special for my siblings. hugs & kisses from me. muah!

My family is here!

Me – off from office today. Kenapa? My family is in town. Once in a blue moon I can spend time with them. Travel from sunway to Jalan TAR and from Jalan TAR to nilai negeri sembilan.

Ada apa dengan Nilai 3? 1st time pegi Nilai 3, dengan Rozalinda. Masa perjalanan balik dari kenduri kawin babun aka irwandy. Why call him ‘babun’? hoho I don’t know, ask Rozalinda. Nilai 3 boleh dikatakan macam2 ada. ada yang lebih mahal dari tempat yg biasa aku pegi, ada jugak yang lebih murah. Tapi the choice is so banyak here. Variety of textile, furniture, kain baju, even the barang2 perkahwinan pon banyak. Door gift, bunga pahar and etc etc. I’ll go there one day, with bb, to cari some barang for our kekkonshiki. And today, my mother beli kain untuk langsir. Due to time obstacle, kitorang pegi 1 kedai sahaja. Shop some stuff for my adik-adik as well.

Update on my kekkonshiki – my mother wants to make it earlier. She has the date. Ok mom, let’s get it started.

Owh, during my way back to KL sentral, singgah Midvalley Megamall. And the sale is crazy. I bought some undies and bras. Juga sehelai T-shirt. some toiletries at pharmacy. I almost bought 1 shoe, ke sandal tu? Cantik, sangat cantik. Tapi kalau beli bukannya pakai pon. Actually I don’t wear heels, but I need one at least for some occasions. Takkan la nak pegi wedding kawan2 pakai selipar jepun kan. Or, maybe, I can grab 1 for my kekkon. Hahaha bb, let’s go to midvalley.

Again, I missed the America’s Next Top Model (repeat). Did the same thing last Monday. So sekarang, tunggu next repeat episode.

She's an alien

I have a meeting. And the meeting end up with so sakit hati. It’s all because wan nurul hida***. Gosh, she’s so dragon and alien and freak and hati-batu-yang-berlagak-pandai. She really is. Tak aman dan tak panas hati bila tengok muka dia. Lagi2 bila dia berkata2. somebody must have done some spell on her.

I am one of the buta-jalan-KL person. I did not even know how to get to Sogo by car. But tonight I manage to get there, malam, alone, ok. Dengan bantuan nadzirar & wikimapia, kami berjaya come out dengan 1 map. From paper to road, rupanya senang aje nak pegi Jalan TAR. Cait. Aku aje yg tak tau selama ni. KL is not so jammed at night. Suka lah. I think I love KL at night. No jammed, no traffic. Lampu juga cantik, dan juga tidak panas.

can u spot the Sogo ? Jalan Tar?

Btw, kenapa ke KL malam2 buta? Kerana famili ku berada di sini. Kan cuti sekolah, jadi berjalan-jalanlah diorang. Esok ada trip ke nilai, lepas tu ke melaka. they stay at Noble hotel, dekat semua house tu lah. huhu nasib baik senang nak cari.

Ok traffic but bad day

Traffic is ok today. No jammed jammed macam biasa. Salah satu sebab, sekarang cuti sekolah.

There’s one homo-sapien. Dan dia telah buat aku naik angin. Pesanan “kalau nak amik time off slip, it’s ok and I don’t mind. But pls, jangan sebab personal ko nak tinggalkan kerja ko kat aku.”

BTW, don’t you ever try to talk crap and tell lies if you do not know how to cover.

My day ended up with hot discussion with superior and me turn sakit hati. She is the reason why I missed my America’s Next Top Model. Arghhhhhhhhhh…

The Devil Wears Prada

Thursday, SJMC, Outpatient Centre - appointment with ortopaedic surgeon. aiyak. dia kata aku kena 'thumb trigger'. and he said i am too young untuk kena benda tu. aiyak lagi. then he gave me 1 injection. aiyak lagi. me - takut jarum dan juga benda2 yg mencucuk badan ni. ubat tuh menyerap cepat sangat. and my thumb numb after 1/2 an hour. cane nak tekan handbreak ni.

left picture - merah itu sakit. right picture - should be watched

owh. kalau suka tengok movie atau vcd atau dvd, maybe u can try this. ada beberapa retail yang offer VCD rental. my neighbourhood have 1. nama kedai tu Video Ezy. dah lama dah tengok tapi tak pernah masuk. and i stepped in yesterday, lepas basuh kereta. waaaahhh banyaknya cerita best2. rental only @ RM2 per title. tapi sebelum tu, kena jadi member dulu. the tokey tu suggest 'u take 2 title, pay RM20 as the deposit. and when u return the VCD u rent, u may continue renting any VCD'. maknanya, bagi RM20 untuk jadi ahli. RM10 pon boleh. bila nak close account, nanti dapat balik la deposit tuh. so semalam, tanpa plan melayang lah duit ku RM20 (deposit) + RM2 (Fligh Plan) and RM3 (The Devil Wears Prada). kenapa berbeza? new release ni mahal sket. cite yang lama2 murah sket. ada banyak cite tau - Korea, Japan, Hindustan pon ada tau. juga ada drama series. hohoho ruginya baru tau.

Tak sedih

Selamat Hari Wanita Sedunia

hari ini juga hari pertama tayangan Mukhsin. I've been waiting for Yasmin Ahmad's product since Gubra. Aryana was so superb. Macam Amani. Bila ditanya kenapa dia berlakon Mukhsin - half is because of the sister Amani, half because of her minat. Ok, i'll watch it this weekend.

i am not sedih anymore. rupa-rupanya, his silence is because of kedegilan aku tak pegi klinik. dengan kata lain aku melengah-lengahkan tak pegi klinik. cait. petang ni ada appointment kat SJMC. bila bagitau dia, baru lah dia nak sembang macam biasa. hehehehe rupanya aku lupa, cara dia nak tunjukkan protes adalah dengan cara mendiamkan diri & tidak melayan aku. most of the time, bila aku degil atau buat apa2 yang dia tak berkenan, itulah cara dia menunjukkan dia tak suka. adoi. bb.. bb..

i did some changes to my Oggix. clear my shoutbox tapi lepas clear rasa nyesal lak. adoi. then i create new layout for my shoutbox. huhuhuhu sila lah ye. sape2 nak melalaks kat situ, terutamanya As

Sedih

Sekarang, aku ada 1 keinginan. mendalami bidang photography. I like photo. I like images. I luvvv taking pictures. For this time being, I’m not so excited about my wedding but photography. Tapi sayang sekali, minatku itu tidak sama dengan bakal suami ku itu. I hope I can share my hobby with him. It’s my wish. Sesetengah orang menjadikan photography sebagai mata pencarian. ada jugak yang buat part-time. But for me, itu hanyalah hobi semata2. dah bosan agaknya dengan all this IT stuff & being called a geek people. Hey, IT is not geek people lah. There might be some, but me not.

Orang kata kalau minat kita sama dengan partner kita, itu adalah membosankan & memboringkan. Tapi kan, I would like to share my hobby with him. Share the same hobby. We do photo shoot together, travel together. Tapi, rasanya impian tinggal mimpi aje lah kot.

Bila punya hati yang sensitif, kita akan mudah menangis bila merindui seseorang. Bila seseorang itu sibuk & tak ada masa untuk kita, kita akan rasa ditinggalkan. But he keeps saying this “jangan rasa ditinggalkan”. But, that’s what I feel now. Tak suka lah..

Motorola V3 Bubblegum

Wanted!

Me

Me - sudah ada 16 episod HEROES. Yeay! Baru aje copy dari sorang kakak kat opis ni. Khamis lepas lagi dah ada. Nanti boleh burn DVD. triple Yeay!

Me - sudah tampal LOTS mirror kat dalam bilik. yeay! tapi kan, bb tak kasi tampal kat rumah baru. dia kata, tak perlu hidup pura-pura. cermin tu untuk besarkan ruang. tak perlu tipu mata' sob sob.. it's not about pura-pura lah, and it's also not about tipu mata.

Me - so stressed. bila ada orang ni tanya aku pasal orang tu "eh, dia dah pregnant ke belum". secara jujurnya, soalan itu tidak patut ditanya. you don't have to compete with other people. itu semua rezeki dari-Nya. if your turn comes first, you don't have to expect that other people to be like you. contoh, if you buy RM5k diamond ring with cert or what-so-ever, you don't need to compare with other people.

IKEA dan satay

Hari ni hari berehat, it should be lah. And I should be watching the three CSIs. Tapi, macam biasa, I am unpredictable. Bermula dengan tiba2 terfikir nak beli kusyen/bantal yang besar. Untuk lepak2 depan tv. Pastu mula la pk2 nak beli kat mana ye. Kat Carrefour ada kot. Tanya la bb. Bb kata kat ikea ada. adoi.. apa lagi cepat2 mandi. Vrrooomm tiba2 dah sampai ikea. Hohoho

Tips (kalau nak beli bantal besar) – don’t expect you’ll get the real bantal besar. Sebab bantal itu akan digulung dan bentuknya mcm pocong.. hehehe asalnya nak beli bantal & LOTS mirror aje, tapi ‘terbeli’ benda lain juga… adoi… borosnya.

Satay Haji Samuri tak berapa sedap dah. Maybe sebab dia komersial kan, kot. Area R&R kat awan besar pon dah lain. Ada beberapa stesen minyak baru. Rupanya, to get to Kesas from Sri Sentosa, it’ll only take 10 minute. And to get to awan besar, tambah aje 1 minit. Kena lalu ikut OUG. Cait.. dokek ajo

Photo shoot

i'm looking forward to go deeper in photography. now i'm using normal digital camera. murah aje. yet still can shoot nice photo. hohoho. Jep punye blog banyak gambar. and i bet his equipment is superb.

oh ye. tadi masa kat traffic light Kewajipan, sempat snap gambar ni. dah lama perhatikan kedai servis kereta ni tapi baru hari ni sempat snap. apa yg pelik? rasanya tagline kedai ni cam salah je. grammar @ tatabahasa salah. ke, aku yg silap? Jiran Anda Servis. fix it, anyone?

ada apa dengan Nissan Sentra. kalau aku naik keta dengan bb, kalau nampak Nissan Sentra mesti dia cakap "baby, Sentra baby", or "Sentra ni lawa lah", or "eh Sentra lagi", or"Sentra 80K aje baby, boleh ni nak beli", or "ha, Sentra ni kaler dia cantik". adoi.

What a relief

hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa aku lega bila satu masalah yang paling besar (setakat ni lah) aku berjaya handle & resolve kan. thanks to Yati, consultant comel dari Singapore. then aku dah boleh tarik nafas lega. eh, tak boleh lagi. kena tunggu malam ni punya synchronization. ok ke tak.

tapi aku rasa tak sedap badan. nak nafas tak lepas. apasal ek. pagi2 bila bangun tido, i have to take a few minutes to arrange my breathing. risau lah.

i have bad experience today. deal dengan 1 vendor ni. dah la company aku yg kasi duit kat dia, boleh tak dia buat kurang ajar. orang sama bangsa pulak tu. kalau aku hilang sabar tadi, memang aku dah maki. aku dah cukup baik nak tolong dia cari orang kat Purchasing tu, demand nak cepat2 pulak. memang la cukup $%^&*#